and so my life fades to mediocrity. . . .

well tonight concluded yet another night of shitty bowling for scott. it seems like most things in my life. i plateau quite early, then as everyone progresses i either remain at this plateau or even start to fall backwards. maybe i just have a problem with beginners luck and now my true colors are showing. tonight as the night started, i was doing pretty well, i had control of the ball and was putting it right in the center. but i could never put a whole game together. could never pull in the clutch frames. basically, if you were lookin for a money man to make somethin happen when it needed to be done, it wasn't me.

maybe it's the fact that i'm still honing my touch on the spin technique. i much better prefer the ball i was using tonight over the one i used last week so that helped. i just gotta tie some good frames together, or atleast just get my good rolls at the beginning of the frame. it doesn't help to get a 0/ or follow any spare with a 0, which seemed to be my frame of choice.

i'd also like to say fuck college physics. professors suck at teaching well and are pricks when it comes to grading tests. First of all, we have two different teachers grading all the tests from two different sections, how is that fair? the other teacher grades our work based on her views while we are learning from another teacher. i think this is somewhat evident as to what teacher graded what problem seeing that on two problems i got 20's and on two other problems i had a 2 and 5. lots of no credits and other bullshit. it seems like they don't apportion values to each part. it's like screw up one part and you get no points. . . .fuckers. all i know is i am learning from this class but that probly won't be evident in my grade.

well this week has been kind of shitty but hopefully the weekend will bring a little relief. we're having the first grill out of the year and will probly do a little rollerbladin round town to enjoy the nice weather. i'm guessing we'll consume a little alcohol too. killing brain cells is the last thing i need to do though. spring is the devil and it is occupying my idle mind and body. even though i am doing nothing to enjoy it. i'm suffering from amotivational syndrome and it is sadly not the result of drugs.

so ends another post. nothing interesting to think about or comment on, but little quips of inspiration would be nice for this uninspired person. peace to all and do the world a favor and be nice to someone today.

scottie